This week you may be thinking things look a little different around here. Even though this blog has just begun, I realised almost immediately that things were just not quite right and that I needed to do some tweaking. And so I did.
The theme got changed first. Sometimes it’s hard to tell if a theme is going to work until you actually work with it. It didn’t, and I’m hoping the new theme you’re seeing will work for both you and me a whole lot better.
Then I needed to incorporate some new images to make everything ‘just right’. The first one, the wings, is one you will have already seen on my first post. I liked it so much, and some readers told me they did too, so I built it into the look. Remember wings are about flying. Yes, I know you could work that out without me saying it but flying really is my favoured superpower. I want to be sure that those who are giving out superpowers remember which one I want. What’s more, there is nothing better than getting on a plane and flying up above the clouds.
But more importantly, living with chronic health issues does mean taking that extra step, to see if we can fly in spite of those issues. I want to have these wings right in front of me when I’m looking at, and working on my blog. I do have wings. And I can use them.
The second image I have added is about flying too. I wanted to add this image because it is a picture of a sunrise over the Pacific Ocean, taken in Kaikoura, a little under 200kms north of Christchurch, where I live. I just love seeing the sunrise from anywhere but there’s not much better than seeing it come up out of the sea. Wow, it really does get my heart rate up and reminds me that I’m alive. I am so lucky that for me it is only a 10 minute drive to the ocean to see a similar sight.
A few years ago I was flying over Australia, heading east towards New Zealand. The flight was actually from Bangkok and it happened to be early in the morning. As a fluke, I was seated on the side of the plane (with a window seat) that enabled me to watch the sunrise – for literally hours. You have no idea the joy I felt. Actually, it was perfect timing because for most of my flight I had been feeling dreadfully sad, having left a close friend behind. It was one of those ‘wow’ moments I will never forget.
It’s not important what you believe about where nature comes from and who governs it, but whoever it is really gave me a gift that morning. I had an almost eight hour long, perfect sunrise. One thing that I believe is that sometimes we get gifts like I got, at just the perfect moment. We get them for a reason. I would soon be facing a great heartbreak (no, I’m not going to go into the details) and even though I had no idea of what was ahead of me this eight-hour long sunrise really was a gift I could hold onto when the going was going to get tougher than ever.
This blog is me. It is my journey with chronic illness. It is my journey of life. While the original images and themes used represented me, I came to the conclusion that wings and a sunrise were so much more appropriate to the theme I was building right from the name of the blog.
I hope you stay with me on this journey. There is much to come.
“At the moment that everything goes dark, the sunset in front of us becomes the whole story. But if we find courage enough to wait until tomorrow morning, we will suddenly come to understand that in reality yesterday’s sunset was only half of the story.”
― Craig D. Lounsbrough
Thanks for reading
PS. This image of sunrise at Kaikoura, on the east coast of New Zealand’s South Island, is by Charlie Evans, Nelson http://www.kiwiwise.co.nz